now at 6 dad's job got much better. we had to move to another farm. my brothers had to change school systems. i was going to start school soon.

we lived close to other families now. one had no children, the other had two. a girl my age and a infant like my baby brother. the first few weeks there i spent a lot of time helping mom get situated and with the baby. as i found out months later, christie thought i must have been a weirdo because i rarely came outside. our mothers got aquianted and we finally met. we are best friends today.

we became playmates. kicking the soccerball, going on mini adventures around the farm. playing board games as we watched our brothers and our moms gossiped. she claims today that on first impressions she did not notice my feminine clothes.

i did not take long for my parents to get me dressed in boy's clothes. i really was happy. even though my best friend was a girl and i became friends with her girlfriends. i never got close with the boys. i was clumsy in sports and too much of a nerd. i was called the teacher's pet because i always had the right answers. in the third grade, ms. risdon was my favorite teacher. even though she started my life as a transgender.

it was class talent show season and ms. r was selecting kids to perform. i never suspected i would be choosen as it was pretty much all girls or all boys. the boys wouldn't want me.

well christie and mrs r. asked me to perform with her. i was unaware that they meant me dressing like a girl. but, it hit me when she called mom. i nearly wet myself when i heard them talking about clothes. i was like oh lord. then christie started jabbering about clothes she drug me to talk to her friends about borrowing dresses and skirts. i was ready to pass the fuck out.

on the bus ride home, christie sat with girlfriends and i sat and pondered my position. i really wanted to do it but in my heart it was wrong. i knew daddy would say no so i relaxed a bit. mom and i were fixing dinner and i was cleaning up baby bro. mom was all aglee when daddy came in. she told him i had been picked for a talent show. he grabbed me and patted my butt. mom then said, we need your approval, he will need to dress as a girl for a couple weeks. daddy did not flinch, he asked if i were happy, and mom. he said do it.

as we got close mom had altered a lot of the old stuff but, it was old. christie, her mom and mine started putting me in her stuff. there was a saturday when i tried on a million out fits. christie saw me in panties everytime.

the morning i bounced out to the kitchen in a blue on blue skirt and sweater set and blue knee socks, daddy said i was beautiful. as i grabbed my cereal box he tossed up my skirt and teased about my floral print panties. the boy friends at school which were really few. didn't care. the rednecks teased. it pretty much was that way for the ten days.

the day and evening of the big shows i looked great and had blended in as a little girl. i saw and played with christie over the weekend as the boy i was. at school the next monday was pretty cool. even the rough necks were easy on me. one told me later, i took their crap and never acted like a sissy.

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