My love for nylon encasement quickly lead me to a serious plastic auto erotic asphyxiation fetish at age 13. The perfect sealed human. Its simply just as exciting as it is deadly. Its a doubled edged knife. I tried hard to quit but there were so many aspects of it that still aroused me. The clear shiny material or the bound gasping victim for example. So now for safety I always make a pinhole in the plastic covering the mouth. Its still hard to breathe but its not deadly.

But I still enjoy the hardcore suffocation videos where some girls actually pass out and I feel bad about it. That's why I haven't posted any personal fetish stuff yet. I went through a lot of low self esteem but I can't help being who I truly am at age 23. I just wanted to express this finally and hear what anyone thought.

Its like some people have a blood fetish but they can only cut so far. And I don't know if that's okay. Am I insane or just a lonely virgin?